Motherhood….

It’s one of the hardest yet rewarding jobs in the entire world…

Isn’t it?

I am blessed to be the mom of 3 beautiful, amazing, smart and kind hearted children..

It’s hard to believe that I’ve been a mom for almost 17 years now…

And in that time, I’ve worn many hats and have experienced highs and lows I could have never imagined…

But I think we probably all do..

We do sleepless nights…

And teething babies…

Midnight trips to the local store ..

We kiss boo boos and give big hugs..

We snuggle when they need us…

And from the infant/toddler stage to teenage years, you find yourself being a nurse, a taxi driver, a cheerleader, a teacher, a therapist, a coach, an advocate ….

and one of a heck of a mama bear!

And along this motherhood journey, I’ve been told many things over the years.

But it wasn’t until our son was diagnosed with autism that things people say to me started to change…

Sometimes good…

Sometimes not so good…

And there are certain phrases that I hear often…

Ok, maybe a lot.

Most of them being sincere and coming from a place of love and respect..

And I wanted to share this one tonight …

“ He is so lucky to have you as his mom. ”

I appreciate this more than words can say…

Truly, I really do.

But honestly…

I AM THE LUCKY ONE ..

I have a son who has taught me so much about life, love, kindness, perseverance and acceptance.

I get to watch him grow up with two supportive siblings who absolutely adore him.

I enjoy cheering him on with his daddy standing next to me when he reaches a new goal.

I get to see videos and pictures of the progress he’s making in school and I cry tears of joy every single time.

I love to watch him as he lights up a room with that adorable smile and his funny personality!

My son brings out the best in people and that makes me so incredibly proud.

I am forever grateful that he has helped me find my greater purpose in life and how to give back to others even when we’re struggling.

I am his go to….

I am his lap to sit on when he needs calm. ..

I am his safe place…

And I am his mom…

I AM THE LUCKY ONE.